I wish I was content with my life.
Looking back how my life was to now, makes me realize a lot. I made so many mistakes. Relationships, friendships, just everything back then, was how I wanted it to be. But I didn’t realize it. I took it all for granted. And now, everything’s gone and falling apart. Worse yet, no one seems to care or even know a little bit of what I’m going through. I wish I was content with my life. No matter how hard I try to get things to fall back together, it falls back apart.
I’m the ugly friend.
All my friends are pretty, gorgeous, and beautiful. But there’s one ugly girl standing out, and that’s me. It’s like I’m the ugly duckling out of all the beautiful swans. Being the ugly one, sucks.
I became emotionless and tired.
It’s like whatever happens, just happens. I really don’t care anymore. It’s not like I don’t want to, but my body just doesn’t have that enough energy to care anymore. I’m too tired to care. It’s come to the point where I don’t feel anything. I don’t care what’s happening around me, anymore. My mind is just too crowded with hidden feelings to even think straight.
